If you wanted all those products, then yes..you'll have to buy them. All of the best selling products were in your kit, except for the foundation, which of course can't be in the kit because everyone is a different shade. It sounds like you didn't have a very good upline, cuz there's already mock parties available to everyone, and no one should ever be left "on their own"! I'm sorry it didn't work for you. It truly is an amazing company. I've been here 2 1/2 years and it's made me a better person in so many ways. Unfortunately it does happen that people leave, and it's a sad experience. I had an upline that I loved dearly...she was top seller & an incredible leader, and she up & left one day & it sucked when I got put with someone else. SHE didn't suck, but the drastic change did. I just had to take everything she taught me and keep goin'. ♀️ Anyway...I appreciate that you didn't bash the company & mentioned the things you liked about it, and not all the bad stuff. Unfortunately a lot of people do that after they leave. Good luck to you! ❤